Thursday, January 22, 2004
sometimes I wonder what the outcome will be. And is there ever really a definite outcome? If life is similar to a jugling act, juggling work, friends, relationships, money, education, culture, lifestyle, consuming ... all at the same time... what happens in a regular juggling act? the balls go around and around...maybe you drop one and quickly pick it up or leave it lying, pull some fancy tricks once in a while to which people applaud... but ultimately there is no outcome.
The act just ends.
It could end at any time, regardless of whether you got to the point you were working towards. So you think what is the point of all this build up? But we have to keep working towards something.. we all seem to keep in mind that someday all this working will have an OUTCOME, a self-foolery that everybody is aware of but chooses not to notice.
sometimes I wonder if I'm moving forward at all.
The act just ends.
It could end at any time, regardless of whether you got to the point you were working towards. So you think what is the point of all this build up? But we have to keep working towards something.. we all seem to keep in mind that someday all this working will have an OUTCOME, a self-foolery that everybody is aware of but chooses not to notice.
sometimes I wonder if I'm moving forward at all.
