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It seems now possible to change everything about your way of life in one week, without even realising. To simply throw yourself into something, take a risk, and let the wind blow you to where you should land. I've decided that this is the best possible way to live life. Go out with people you don't know, spend all your money in one hit, talk to strangers in bars and give them as much of yourself as you can. Kiss somebody if you think their cute, hug somebody if you love who they are.
Throw everything you are into the world and a lot more will come back.

sometimes I wonder what the outcome will be. And is there ever really a definite outcome? If life is similar to a jugling act, juggling work, friends, relationships, money, education, culture, lifestyle, consuming ... all at the same time... what happens in a regular juggling act? the balls go around and around...maybe you drop one and quickly pick it up or leave it lying, pull some fancy tricks once in a while to which people applaud... but ultimately there is no outcome.
The act just ends.
It could end at any time, regardless of whether you got to the point you were working towards. So you think what is the point of all this build up? But we have to keep working towards something.. we all seem to keep in mind that someday all this working will have an OUTCOME, a self-foolery that everybody is aware of but chooses not to notice.
sometimes I wonder if I'm moving forward at all.